I went with some trepidation, concerned that it had been a few years since I had camped with scouts, and that maybe my old body couldn’t put up with sleeping in the wilds and chasing 11 year olds for 2 days. But I could, and it was still fun to be in camp with boys. The comaraderie, the joking, watching the guys learn and explore still had some magic.
It was sort of a “de je vous” experience. I remembered how similar I felt after my first heart attack, and that was 29 years ago. I was insecure about what my body could tolerate for a time, and steered away from strenuous outdoor stuff. After a couple of years someone pushed me (maybe Larry Kn) to go on a backpacking trip to the Uinta Mountains with the older boys in the ward. Was Matthew in that group? Anyway, I resolve to not do anything too strenuous, like climb a mountain. I knew I could carry the pack OK, but also that they were planning to climb a peak to flash signals to other scouts on other mountaintops. The day came and we were camped right below a mountain called Cleveland Peak, which is on the ridge above Moon Lake and Brown Duck basin. The kids and leaders stated the climb. It was not technical, just taking strong legs and strong lungs. Boyd W was there as a member of the Bishopric, about 10 years older that I, and we resolved to stay together in camp. However, as we saw people start to climb, we decided to follow them slowly to a point where they disappeared over a ridge. After a few minutes we made it comfortably to the ridge and we saw the climbers ahead of us hiking toward the peak. My body and heart and lungs were doing just fine, so I kept going clear to the top with the strongest of the group. It was now obvious that there were no limits physically on what I could do, so at that hour I lost any fears and insecurities about pushing my body. It was a wonderful revelation that allowed me to have a number of other outdoor experiences, without anxiety, over the next number of years.
I thought about my Cleveland Peak epiphany as I was finding last week that my 76 year old body could still enjoy a good camp with the scouts.
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Wendy fixed a waffle breakfast for all of us before we went at 7:30 am. It took us over three hours to hike the five miles. The boys found lots of things to explore along the way and I was glad for the not so fast pace. I came home and took a long nap, and now am not the worse for wear for my latest scouting adventure.

1 comment:
I loved this post. Nice to read your feelings and thoughts from times past.
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